Yes everyone on the 18th of July i'll be turning 20 Woo i know i should be more excited but right now i can't seem to get the enthusiasm of it but i'm glad because i get to do things i couldn't when i was younger but honestly don't rush it because it goes by quickly hell i remember moving in 7th grade and i remember going into high school and the nervousness i felt  but throughout my years in high school i learned who my true friends are and that some guys never seem to grow out of their immaturity and that i never really fix into the school cliches i was me i was loved by a few but they never were my friends and some just hated me and bullied me. I am stronger from that i know that trust is something that has to be earned and can easily be broken i don't really trust many people that much anymore but really who can i mean they say to not be afraid to go out of the house when i can't even go to a movie theater without the fear of being shot up or just i mean you never know what will happen. On a different note now mother's day is coming up what are you guys doing for mother's day i'm making my mother a card like i always do and make her something creative because i feel that things bought with money don't mean as much when you make it yourself . That is all over and out Tazi